Friday, December 18, 2015

This is porn for me

The image has the credit.

Learned something on my release

I was locked for only four days, which works for me because not having been locked for a long time, the device was bothering me a little by the third day.

Victoria got up early and went to set everyone ready for school, but then she came back and threw the key at me.

"Open up!" she said, starting to undress. I did not question her one bit, although I prefer the way she unlocked me before.

We made out, and she gave me a hand job which ended, predictably, in a sticky mess.

Then she told me something that made me think.

"I'm OK with this as long as I don't have to see it," she said. "It creeps me out."

What  this made me think is that Victoria is not so much opposed to me being locked per se, but to actually dealing with the device itself. She does not even want to see it, This is not a let down for me, on the contrary, because now I know that the way to bring chastity back to our relationship is to just take a little bit of the responsibility. The way it worked this time, I asked her if it was OK to lock myself up until she wanted to release me, and she said "Sure".

I think she's going to be OK with it when I ask again, which I have not done because my balls have been aching a little since I unlocked.

I took this time to study my own reaction. I noticed that I was completely devoid of submissive feelings after my release, which is a bit unusual, so I made it a point to put some effort and do chores around the house, unasked. The biggest needs were laundry and dishes, so I took those. The bathtub was dirty, but my daughter had used it to clean her pet's cage, so I got mad and told her she had to clean it.

I did not feel tempted to play with myself until yesterday (Thursday). That's another thing I've learned. Whenever Victoria releases me, I last several days satisfied, but if I masturbate, I want to do it again  the next day. Hell, sometimes I want to do it again the SAME day!

So, technically, I could have been unlocked for 4 days, and be locked yesterday without running in danger of playing with myself. I didn't masturbate, but I know myself and know that I wanted to.

I'm rambling and don't think I'm doing a good job at explaining anything, so I'm going to summarize and finish this.

  1. I was locked up for four days, which seemed quite long because of discomfort.
  2. Victoria does not mind me being locked up, but doesn't like seeing the device,
  3. I did not feel submissive at all after my release, but pushed myself to be good
  4. I was released and was not horny until 4 days were up
What does this indicate? I think I can get some chastity in my future, as long as I don't push it too much or make a big deal out of it. 

We'll see how it goes.

UNRELATED NOTE: I was thinking about Sofia today (which is a sure sign that I'm horny) and realized that I never finished telling the story here. Nothing of note happened. I went on vacation, then when I came back I didn't really go to the deli for lunch the week I was here. I had a business trip the following week, so I have not seen her for a while, which is good, because she still knows how to push my buttons and was doing a terrific job at it. If I see her again, which is likely to happen if she remains in town, I'll write about it here.

Sunday, December 13, 2015

Casually Locked Up

Let's get the most exciting portion of this update out of the way first: I am locked up in my chastity device again.

This is the device I own. 

I returned from a business trip on Friday. I was gone for a week and was both missing my wife and feeling the effects of the excessive masturbation that I usually engage in when in these trips. When I arrived, Victoria was at work and she arrived after I was already sleeping, so I didn't see her.

Saturday morning, I awoke with a morning wood and a warm wife next to me so I did what came naturally and began to caress and kiss her. She let me kiss her between her legs, but not for long. She pulled me up and we kissed for a bit before she reached down and grabbed my crotch over my underpants. She held my penis and balls firmly for a few seconds and said "This is going to stay in your pants today" and then she let go and cleaned her hands, who had gotten wet by my precum, over my chest.

She explained that she had to go to work (again) and reminded me that they were in one of those times about four times a year when she works 14-hour days, I groaned inwardly, but outside I let her know how much I love her.

She left.

I started playing with myself, and was about to finish off when I decided to stop myself. I am like a masturbation addict in that even though I don't want to do it, I end up doing it anyway. On travel, I usually allow for it because I have a history of enhanced stupidity when horny, so I try to remain sated, but at home, I really want some control.

Before work, Victoria was at the supermarket helping my daughter buy some stuff for a party she is hosting today, so I knew she would not be driving yet so I texted her:

"If you had [name of a personal servant] coming to your house today, what would you have him do?"
The name of the servant is not real, but from a running family joke, so I'll not use it here.

It took all of 20 seconds for the reply: "Unpack and clean my bedroom".

So, I had my assignment. Now for the tough part.

"May I please be locked up in chastity until you want to take care of me?"

A longer pause this time. I thought she was not happy with the message, but then I got her response: "Sure!"

I proceeded to lock myself up, put the emergency keys (she has the other set) in her jewelry box and proceeded to do as she had asked.

When she arrived, after another 14 hour day, I was done, The room was clean as she asked, and the unpacking had been done. We went to bed with no further event, other than the fact that I was locked. I dreamed that she was playing with me without unlocking me and got up as my device pulled on my junk. It took me a while to be able to go back to sleep.

Once we were up in the morning, I asked Victoria if there was anything she would have her servant do, and she said that her servant could look around and see what needed to be done. She sat on the couch to eat her breakfast and I was about to sit with her when she told me "Don't sit!" But I was already in the process of sitting, so I immediately stood up.

"Make me a peanut butter and jelly sandwich and put it in a sandwich bag for me," she said as she ate her breakfast. "But don't be skimpy with the peanut butter and the jelly."

I prepared the sandwich as instructed and as I gave it to her I warned her not to squeeze it or there would be a mess.

"Look girls," she said to my daughters. "Your dad is finally learning how to make PB&J."

She left.

So far, I cleaned the stove, did the dishes and cleaned the kitchen floor. Later, I'm going to do some laundry and after my daughter's friends leave, I'm going to make sure the house is clean again, which will include doing some chores and also making sure my daughter does some.

So, that's it. Without much fanfare and very casually, I got locked again,

 Victoria's 14-hour days are over, so tonight she should get home at a decent hour, but if experience serves me any good, I know she will probably be too tired to play, so I will remain locked until tomorrow at least. This will mean that Victoria's manservant will be here another day.

I'm not going to make a big deal of it, but slowly and casually, I'm going to to continue to show that there is a correlation between the chastity belt and the visits of Victoria's manservant.

We will see what new developments this brings.