Unauthorized orgasm

I came yesterday, and I was not supposed to.

It all started earlier when my son and my daughter were arguing over whose activity I'd join. I didn't want to hurt their feelings, because both really wanted to spend time with me, but I could not do both. I decided to ask my wife what she thought.

I called her over to where the kids were arguing, and told her what each of them wanted, asking her opinion.

"You are doing neither," she said, surprising the children. "You have to go to work tomorrow, so you have to get to the kitchen right now, do the dishes and go to bed."

"You have ten minutes," she added.

I don't think the children will argue about me for the time being...

I did the dishes, which were many, and that earned me a green marble (I don't know if I've mentioned here that I hurt my feet a week and a half ago and have switched from working out to providing house service to earn my green marbles, but yeah, that's how it is for now)

I went to bed and she drew a marble. She asked me if I wanted to know the color, and I said yes, but she said that she would keep it secret to torment me. She made me give her a foot massage while she worked on her computer. It kind of felt interesting, me serving her and being ignored at the same time. I kissed her feet, but when I tried to suck on her toes, she pulled away, so I limited myself to kisses.

After that, she put her computer away and pulled me over. We kissed long and hard, until my lips were swollen from all her biting and sucking. Then she told me to make love to her, which by this time I did with great energy.

She had a couple nice orgasms, including one where I covered her mouth and she allowed herself to make noise, since I was muffling her sound. Then, while she was still under me, she showed me the marble she had drawn earlier. It was a red one, which meant I would have no release.

She laughed and told me to keep going, because she was not done yet, but that there would be nothing for me. I groaned, and she laughed some more (I love that evil laugh). But in the process of trying to get her to reach her third orgasm, I reached the point of no return.

"I'm going to come!"I said pumping hard and deep into her.

"Don't you dare!"she said, but pulled me closer and ground herself against me.

It didn't matter anyway, because I was in the process already and there was no stopping it any more. She held me close until my numerous spasms stopped, and while still caressing my body, she told me that I was in deep trouble, but that she was too happy right then to think about what to do, so she would tell me in the morning.

 "I hope it was worth it,"she said before turning around and letting me go to sleep hugging her precious bottom. I wondered for a moment what she was going to do to punish me, but I was in post orgasmic bliss and super tired, so I fell asleep quite rapidly.

This morning, as I was getting ready for work, she looked at me and asked me how many green marbles were in my container. I had 5, because as you might know, every Sunday, 5 marbles are removed from the container, to keep me working for them.

"OK," she said. "Change them all to reds..."

I did, and now my punishment for having an unauthorized orgasm is a longer period of denial.

I think it WAS worth it. What do you think?

Little change, still big hopes...

Been a while since my last post.

What has changed? Not much.

V still feels comfortable denying me and my number of orgasms is falling. The other day she said "This is becoming too easy for you" and she spilled all the marbles on the bed to check that I was not cheating. She said this because I had gotten two Green marbles in a row (even though the marbles were drawn days apart and there were only 5 on the pouch, compared to 11 red ones).

Another night, she told me she hoped a red marble would come out because she was in the mood for a massage, not for sex. I reminded her that a green marble does not force her to grant me an orgasm, and that if she wants, she can decide that the marble is red, without having to draw. She smiled, as if she had forgotten that (she seems to forget things often) and she said that I'd give her a massage, and that would be that, unless the massage was good enough to put her in the mood, in which case, the color of the marble would decide. She drew one secretly, and after my massage, she said "Screw me now, because I'm getting sleepy" and she showed me the green marble.

These are the last two green marbles I've gotten.

Something that changed this week is the condition for me to earn green marbles. For some reason, I'm having inflammation in my ankles and feet, so I am not able to work out. I am having problems even wearing my working shoes, and am considering that I may have to ask the doctor for a note with an exemption from wearing them. So, I have asked from a reprise from the requirement to work out, and asked for other conditions to be imposed. This week, because of this, I've been doing chores and fixing stuff around the house to earn my green marbles. The dishes have become my responsibility, and twice this week I had to do the laundry, including sorting and folding afterwards. I had to cook dinner three times as well.

Needless to say, doing all these is far more satisfying for me than the regular workouts.

Today, as a new week begins, and my feet are still not well, I'm going to ask V for another week of domestic servitude, and I'm going to ask her to make it harder, more demanding.

Another thing that changed was that she started giving orders to our kids as well. They've had had to make dinner and do laundry on days as well, while she has not cooked or done a dish the entire week.

As far as my kink goes, I'm still wanting a chastity belt and hard spankings, but this week, she ordered to spank myself twice for thinking about contradicting her. Very aware of the fact that a chance like this can only continue if I comply immediately, I dropped my pants and gave myself a hard slap on the buttocks with the silicon spatula (which is the best thing I've found so far for self-punishment) She just laughed at me and I said that it would have been more satisfying if she would have done it herself, but that since she ordered it, I enjoyed it too.

She's finally getting the idea that her tone matters. The other morning, she asked me to make her breakfast and described what she would like. I yes-honeyed her and then she looked at me and raising her voice a little said "Go make me breakfast!" I stood up right away and as I was walking to the kitchen, heard her say "I don't know which one works better" to which I answered "the second one" and she laughed again.

I hope her laughter is an indication that she is having fun and that more of it will come in the future. I need to explain to her that I want to be spanked hard and that she should ignore my body language, and I'd ask her to stop when I can't handle it no more.

Also, in the chastity device front, I think I'm going to ask her for a "trial"as my birthday gift. The trial would be able to be cancelled by any of the parties (although I know I'll do my best not to cancel it, the fact that I can, should give her confidence that I still want it) and extended as long as the parties want in order to feel satisfied that this is something we can both benefit from. After the trial, it will become her right and privilege to control, but I don;t think I will make a big deal out of it yet, because I have learned to take her dominance whenever I can and not impose new things too fast, to avoid scaring her.

So this is it for now: No big changes, but steady orgasm control and big hopes on my part.

Hopefully I'll be able to post more frequently.

Another dose of denial for me

Today, Miss V pulled the BLACK marble again. She drew a card, at random this time, that said: "If there are more GREEN than RED marbles in the container, switch them around, inverting their colors, if not, it means you  need to be punished and lose all your GREEN marbles". So I had 5 GREEN marbles in the container, and now have zero.

She seemed to be very sorry for me, but reminded me that I asked for it, and that it was my game. I told her I accepted it. Then she spanked me HARD. She actually made me complain audibly. She asked me if that hurt and I said yes, then she apologized and I felt miserable, because I didn't want her to stop. I explained that it "hurt good" and that it was what I wanted, but she said that she was afraid she would hurt me (as in cause some damage). I promised her that I would let her know if she was hurting me and she spanked me a couple more times, really hard again, but stopped and said "I can't do it." I thanked her for trying and assured her that I WANT to feel it, and that I would be OK.

Then she made me give her a massage, which led to sex, where I had to stop twice because I came too close to the edge. Finally she had a moderate orgasm and told me that I could stop. I thanked her again, and begged that she take advantage of all the RED marbles that I have now and make me suffer for my choices. She agreed to do that.

Later, when she was getting ready to go take a bath, she was laughing. I asked her what she was laughing about, and she said it was not really laughing, but more like being amused at my misfortune, and then she said

"It's almost February and you have only scored twice!"

"You have not scored that much either," I responded.

"Yes, but more than you,"and she left for her shower, shaking her head in disbelief.

Now, with 16 RED marbles and no GREEN ones, I'm wondering when I will get to come again. Perhaps she will give me a freebie on Valentine's Day.

Because she can.
 

Surprise!

I get home very tired in the afternoon, but we have a commitment we have to attend to, so I eat a light dinner and off we go. The appointment is cancelled, so we are a bit upset as we turn around to go home, because we have not been noticed of the cancellation, and the website still has the event posted as scheduled. At least we get to spend a bit of time together.

By the time we return to the house, Miss V has noticed that I'm really tired.

"I have stuff to do," she says sitting at her computer. "Why don't you go to sleep, and I'll wake you up when I'm ready?"

I agree, although I have no hope of being awaken, because Miss V usually never does. I feel almost like complaining and saying that I KNOW this will never happen, but I'm really tired, so I just close my eyes and fall asleep.

I am awakened to a woman rubbing my penis. I'm still half asleep when Miss V draws the marble from the container and I see its color: RED. This means no orgasm for me, but I have not had one since New Year's day, so I'm desperately eager to do whatever Miss V asks of me.

We end up making love quite hard. I take her from behind, then she turns and I take her face to face as she wraps her legs around me. She makes me work hard, ordering me not to stop when I slow down a little. Sweat drops off my chest and unto hers in great drops. She pinches my nipples hard and I am getting close to the edge, but she slows me down.

"I'm done with you," she says. I love how confident she is becoming in her denial, and can only hope that she is pleased with me so she wants more of the same soon.

"Did you have fun?" I ask as I pull out.

"Ye- I mean NO!" Miss V says with that evil grin that drives me crazy. "Of course not, honey, I'd never do that to you!"

"How many times did you fail to have fun?"

"Only two," she says confirming the two I was sure of, and eliminating a doubtful third one.

"Good night".

Good night, Miss V. You surprised me tonight, when I didn't expect it. Thank you. I love you.

And contrary to all my expectations, I fall asleep again and sleep soundly, all night. Contented in my denied state, happy and fulfilled in making her happy and giving her pleasure.

And this surprises me as well, although only a little.

Why have I done this?

The body lotion is on my bedside table. My wife enters the room and looks at it.

"Ah, good,"she says, taking her clothes off slowly. "You have the lotion ready".

She asks for the container with the marbles. I know the odds of a green marble are minimal, (3 of 17) so I'm not at all surprised when she pulls a red marble.

"Get to work,"she says, now completely naked as she lays face down across the bed.

I am getting out of my clothes, half an erection peeping out of my underwear before I finish.

"Put that away," she says, pointing at my partially hardened tool, but then she corrects herself. "Actually, leave it out, you are going to need it later... FOR ME."

I give her a long massage, from head to toes, or rather the other way around, since I began with her feet. for most of the time, she is playing, or working with her phone, only interrupted by a short ooh, or ahh, as I reach a particularly sensitive area, but when I reach her head, I pull out the scalp massager and she has to drop the phone to simply enjoy the sensations.

"You've got my attention," she says as she moans and squirms in pleasure.

I massage her scalp for a long while and when I think I'm done, she tells me that I need to start over, but this time, When I'm done, I need to be ready to please her.

I get back behind her, and begin to kiss her feet as I go up her legs in my massage. I know that if she lets me use my mouth on her, my erection will harden enough. Surprisingly, she lets me go up and soon I'm kissing her bountiful behind, although not as close to her pussy as I'd like. In  few minutes she pulls me in and I enter her from behind. Her orgasm is quick in coming, but very intense. Then she tells me she's done.

Just like that,

I sleep.

Today she draws a marble again. Another red one.

She grabs my cock and played a bit with it, I tell her that I know my bed is red, and I won't get any, but that if I have to suffer, I want to suffer good.

"I know," she says. "But today I'm going to torture by not making you suffer good."

I whine, I tell her that I haven't have sex since New Year's Day. She tells me that she has, and I realize my mistake. I explain that I meant not had successful sex.

"It was successful enough for me," she says. "You need to be good, and get enough green marbles so when I'm tired, you can get a green marble and do me from behind while I rest."

Then she plays a bit more with my cock and finally tells me that I'm welcome to join her in sleeping.

Now she sleeps while I write this and wallow in my self-inflicted misery and ask "why have I done this?"

Why indeed...

New Year's Golden Marble

I have not been too good during the holidays and my container is full of red marbles. Of course, the black marble, which always remains in play is still in there, and there is a golden marble that I bought by spending 5 marbles back when I filled the container with 100% green marbles. If you don't remember what these colored marbles represent, here is a short summary:

When Miss V wants to have sex, she can choose to decide whether I get to come or not, but she can (and usually chooses) to draw a marble to let chance decide. The color of the marble determines what happens (which she can always veto anyway, something she has done a couple times).

GREEN: I get a green marble when I work out, or when she offers one in exchange for me doing something extra for her. When I green marble is drawn, I get release in the manner of her choosing.

RED: I get a red marble when I fail to work out or when she decides that I have failed her in any other way (she's only done this once). When a red marble is drawn, I get to be denied, usually after pleasuring her, but sometimes, if she's a bit tired, she just turns over and goes to sleep (I hate this more than anything).

BLACK: Always in play (it comes back to the container after it's used). It's considered a punishment marble. There are a series of cards that I wrote with various manners of denial, some of which can be quite long. The Black marble has been drawn once.

GOLD: Only available for purchase in exchange for 5 green marbles and only if I have 100% green marbles (16) in the container. Once it is used, the golden marble is retired and I have to pay for a new one again. The golden marble gives me sexual favors, and it usually ends with a form of release that caters to my fantasies.

RESET: Every Sunday, 5 green marbles are removed from the container and replaced with red ones. Any gold and the black, remain in play.

Well, there were 16 red marbles, 1 black and one golden, and Miss V tried to draw from the container. The black marble came out, but a red one came out with it and she declared it null, dropping them both back in the container. I was a bit bummed, because the black marble is painfully delicious. The last (and only) black marble declared that I would not get to come unless I did it from purely anal stimulation. I had to get pegged until I either had an anal orgasm, or ran out of chances. That was a very intense week, but I ended up coming while riding Miss V's "cock".

Well, it was not to be, so I was resigned to watch Miss V drawing a new marble, which by all probability would be red, when she suddenly drew the golden one. I was super surprised, because both the black and the golden one had only 1 chance in 18 to come out, and she drew them both consecutively.

I gave her the cards I have for the golden marble, and she read them all. She said, that I would be denied and she would save the card for the next time, because it required time that she was not willing to devote at the time. I agreed and fucked her for two orgasms.

"Okay, good night,"she said, and as I resigned myself to her decision and started to pull out, she stopped me. "No, you know what? I think you should just keep going. You owe me."

I continued until I was on the edge and she asked me why I was stopping. I explained that I needed to stop or else I would not be able to hold it, and she squeezed my nipples while we waited, making my whole body shake with pre-orgasmic bliss. After a little while I resumed my movements and gave her a third orgasm, more powerful than the rest, and then she pushed me away.

The next morning, she left early, but I found the golden marble card she had selected on top of my computer. It was one that said that she would do me from behind for as long as she had energy, and when she got tired, she would use her hands to finish me off. So, last night, she did just that.

Before she fucked me, I got to kiss and lick her ass a little. then she turned around and told me that my kisses had gotten her excited and she shoved her "erection"on my face. I was about to suck on it, but she handed me the lubricant and told me to apply it. This is one part where I feel really submissive, when She just stands there, waiting as I have to apply the slippery stuff to the dildo she's going to fuck me with.

Well, she fucked me for a long while, and then started to use her hand. At that point I asked her if I could ride on top instead, and she agreed, so she laid back and I went on top. I didn't last long after that, and a huge load came on her chest. I so wanted to lick it off, but she handed me a small towel and asked me to clean her up.

This morning, she told me that she heard a rumor that I had been a bad boy and had been raped up my ass because of that. She also warned me to behave "or else"... Hearing her say that was bliss.

So we begin the new year, three orgasms to one, and the marble game has 14 red, 2 green and 1 black.

Now it will be a few days until Miss V can enjoy herself again, because nature is home for her monthly visit and she's feeling unusually bad this time. This should give me some time to add more green marbles to the container...

A threesome (not) in my future

Christmas came and went, and I did not get my wish of getting a chastity belt.

That doesn't mean that nothing interesting happened. Miss said, for the first time in my memory that there was a woman that was so hot, that she would not mind having a threesome with me. She said that in front of her kids, who started to laugh and joke when she said that the woman was Shakira.

If you don't know who this petite hot Latina singer performer is, check this video where she performs with Beyonce. Two of the hottest performers, in my opinion. My favorite part is in the last minute or so, when they exchange roles and you have both performing together as one and then as the other... Seeing Beyonce twisting her hips with Shakira is so HOT, it must be illegal somewhere...

Anyway, this is never going to happen, but it was so hot to hear my wife telling people that I would be allowed to be with another woman if that woman was Shakira. She later repeated that in private, when I was looking for a video to embed here.

"Oh, my God", she told me just a minute ago, "I love her!"

I so horny right now... Not that I will ever have a threesome, much less with Shakira, but it is still so hot that even though I know my wife is pushing my buttons, it still works.

So, among other things, I gave my wife a necklace with a heart shaped key for Christmas. No, not THE KEY, but I wanted to see what her reaction would be, after we had talked about chastity belts and keys and all.

She said she loved it, and whispered in my ear that she knew I meant the key to my chastity. I asked her if I would get my wish fulfilled and she said she didn't know, using a tone that implied a strong reluctance, so I need to lay off the chastity belt for a while. At least the idea is there, where it can slowly work its way through her rationalization... like taking me from behind orgasm denial did.

I was about to say like taking me with a strapon did, but that one took me by surprise, because she accepted it the first time I mentioned it. Orgasm denial, on the other hand, was a little hard for her to accept (or to accept that I would accept it, more likely) but now, there is no sex that happens unless she wants it, and she has not been afraid to just make me stop after she's done.

If only she would awaken to the power of the physical tease... but that's the next stage, I hope.