More denial is heading my way...

Almost two weeks have passed since I introduced the idea of playing a denial game (see previous posts for more information) and I am excited, happy, more denied than ever and looking forward to a week filled with more denial. The marble count right now is 2 GREEN, 14 RED. If I look at the jar where the unused ones are, I can definitely apply that saying about the grass being greener on the other side. I think and hope to be denied more than ever this week.

Here are some observations:

• V is feeling more confident in denying me, as evidenced by 4 straight days of orgasms for her without the slightest sign of guilt or remorse.
• Her self-esteem is also improving. She purchased more sexy underwear, has been working out and has gone on a healthy diet.
• She has given slight indications that she might transfer her dominance to other areas, e.g. she told me that she would give me a green marble if I did the dishes, and a few days ago, she toyed with my penis while making me promise to take our daughter to a special event.
• She is beginning to accept (if perhaps not understand) that her teasing of me is a gift. She told me that she loved how her body looked now that she has gotten rid of most of her belly fat and told me she was glad her bottom was still big enough to suffocate me. When I asked her if that meant what I wanted ot to mean, she answered that she owed me because I had been very good to her for a whole week. She corrected herself and said that she wanted to owe me.
• She shows no mercy. Once we agree to rules, she enforces them to the letter. This week, I have been sick and have not been able to work out. Every day she has had me change a green marble for a red marble, even though I have few greens left. One day she asked me if I was sure I was too sick to work out, because I was going to "pay" for it next week.
• She chose to grant me more denial. After working out every day last week, I ended the week with a great number of green marbles, I think 12, but on Sunday, she changed them to leave only 5 left. (and now I only have 2 left) 

The math doesn't seem to add up, so I'm thinking V must have reset the count on Monday rather than Sunday, but the truth of the matter is that my odds of pulling GREEN are greatly diminished.

I'm too tired right now to continue, but I go to bed with a powerful erection and full of fantasies. Perhaps on another post I will describe those fantasies of mine.